Yeah well if I sold the busa I'd get maybe 6 or 7k and the rsv would be 3-3.5k so I'd have the money once they were sold but then I still would only have the same amount of time available which is the grand total of fuck all atm so a game of rugby every few weeks it is to keep my head straight
Yeah its difficult, it's the reason I got the rsv so I could get myself on track and take my mind off it but expenses now don't cover anything apart from the bills and fuel I can't then go ahead and spend 2-300 quid on a days track riding so I'm thinking the rsv will be going fairly shortly as I haven't been on track in over a year and the money cooped up in the rsv is needed elsewhere.
I'll be able to get another trackbike in the future when spends are in a better position.
I've only retired this once officially but my mental health has taken abit of a hit since I haven't been playing and I'm struggling abit to get my head around it
See 16st is about the lower limit to be front row at just shy of 18st im still mobile enough around the park but don't get pasted at scrum time.
I've also now decided that I'm going back to playing rugby once or twice a month, I can't be dealing with the whole retirement thing my head isn't in it though my body is kinda ready to stop
Need I say more....
My legs are like tree trunks, I did a composition scan at the gym a few weeks back and whilst yes I'm heavy im only actually carrying about 18kg of fat the rest is muscle, bone and water weight
Got the mot's on both cars tomorrow morning, so fingers are crossed that nothing crops up apart that go and do the weekly shop then Sunday I believe its rugby training for the rugrat
Bmi literally means fuck all.... it doesn't take in to consideration any physical exercise just a height and weight....
Don't even bother going off it, having played rugby for most of my life I know I'm healthy enough that's all that matters